"Is it worth it, can you even hear me?"

"look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
won't open up"

****This whole thing was used as my writing space for the two-and-a-half page letter.****

I feel a lot better after writing it and hopefully I'll be able to give it without chicken-ing out.

Soccer was small today but I got a lot of work in with my left foot. We aren't playing tomorrow but Faith and Tracie said we might be doing volleyball Thursday which should be fun. Need to haul couches and other furniture tomorrow and I'll prolly end up helping C&C move their shit as well since I've got the day off. At least I'll get a good workout in :)


"You took it back
You ripped my heart out of my then you put it back
I'm pulling my hair
I let you just a million times
I love you even though it isn't fair

Run we go around again in circles
Play this game over again
Run we go around again in circles"